Samasu, Souha (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
keepersouha) wrote2017-03-07 09:05 pm
keepersouha) wrote2017-03-07 09:05 pm
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... so do you ever sometimes wonder if maybe you've gotten too stable, and that the other shoe will eventually drop?
I'm starting to get that feeling.
I'm starting to get that feeling.
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I'd honestly just hope life decided to let up and gave me a break?
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I just wonder when things might turn suddenly bad.
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I'd take it as being a sign maybe being around mom is good for you, with all of that?
Either that or you're just lucky now?
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Every so often I'll win some weird contest or another just from trying once.
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That's a little bit odd, but nothing that statistically unlikely?
... Remind me if I should call you Dad. Mom. Or something else. I don't want to be rude.
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I know it's kinda... hard to figure out what's appropriate at all for me.
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I think I'll stick with Dad if only for differentiating in conversation.
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Still, I think you're just anxious because there's nothing really exciting in our lives lately, except for that Super Junior League nonsense.
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But maybe that's just it. I'm anxious because I'm getting too comfortable, now.
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I think that's probably just it.
Anxiety and nervousness because too much peace is itself kinda weird, Dad.
Maybe you need get some extraneous hobbies or just go do something wild on the weekends? I 'unno.
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I guess I could get back into dueling more regularly... I've fallen off of that...
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Well I could always Duel you, Dad. If you want practice.
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Start going mini-golfing regularly? It's a fun quiet and usually stress free activity.
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... I actually don't know of any places that have that.
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Then I'll have to make one.
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Would a reading of the future be helpful?
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Your Short Term Future is the Queen of Wands in the Upright position, which represents a warmhearted and passionate person whose actions create peace and crisis. Hot tempered and mysterious. This also can represent a desire for self discovery, self-realization and advancing your true passions. People will seek your advice. It also demonstrates a desire to learn. It recommends a self-employment to nurture your own talent.
It also represents a sense of panic because you're unsure of purpose and starting to panic because you need something to care about. You need a cause or a goal. You are one who loves those around you but only you know your truest self. Knowing what you are thinking exactly is impossible due to mystery inherent to you.
Your Mid Term Future is the Eight of Coins in the Reverse position, in which the longer stretch is filled with tedium and lack of opportunity. Pointless work for little gains. An inability to properly use their skills. Apathy hits you. For a time you might find your work a shackle rather than a joy.
Alternatively it represents someone who aregues for the sake of argument, and is insociable. A narcassist who rejects other's inputs. A fear of change penetrates everything.
Your Long Term Future is King of Wands in the Reverse position. Your life in the long term is terror, a double life in which you embrace apathy or laziness is forced upon you. At the worst this card represents tyranny. At the best, a sense of stasis and complacency. This card often represents someone with a poor temper. Or it represents a pair of two masks of a person's life for the worse. Warm outside, and cold as ice inside. Red tape. Fear. Poor leadership. This card represents a desperate need to absorb the energy of the Queen of Wands. You need love.
Pride and Ego and Fury rule this card. Blame placed on the wrong people. A sense you might feel Mother being unfaithful. Shamelessness. Promiscuity. Being a lush. A braggart. Hiding from the world for fear no approval will come.