http://keepersouha.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] keepersouha 2010-04-25 06:21 am (UTC)

... I just.. Can't really find the point of trying to "win", by now.

I'm fake, petty, constantly agitated, and people will go out of their way to point this out to me. My own mind apparently was probably going to end up erasing me if Noriko hadn't stopped it.

Even if I tried to get rid of them, I'm not allowed to. Even if I tried to live with them, they'd go out of their way to make things worse. The last time I tried to make peace with them directly ended up having them manipulate me and provoke me.

So it's a bit hard to not just be "constantly angry guy" all of the time.

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