Samasu, Souha (
keepersouha) wrote2010-04-24 12:33 pm
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... I don't really like looking at the notes that are left around, but...
Why does one of them warn of me being kidnapped in the near future?
Why does one of them warn of me being kidnapped in the near future?
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They got angry at me in our own mind, so you made them unable to get consistently angry at me past vague annoyance.
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I'm concerned and believe that no will care if that happens.
I'm concerned that they seem to purposely to annoy me or frustrate me, and that people approve of this, even when they try and claim that they aren't fond of them.
I'm concerned they're going to end up getting me killed, because of their own curiosity and flippant attitude.
I'm concerned that even if a situation happened where they'd be "taught a lesson", they'd just shove me out into the front instead for me to take instead.
I'm concerned that even if I try to stop focusing on this it will end up biting back at me like the last times I tried to let go of something.
I keep thinking back to how much easier it was when it was just me and the mask, but instead I have to accept that he's dead because of me and replaced by someone who harasses me indirectly, and nothing but a fraud and fake of him would ever form anymore even if I tried to focus on them instead.
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2. I will.
3. Their actions seem more calm and less agitated. People are more willing to deal with someone calm than someone pissy. You shouldn't be having a period.
4. Have they done anything close enough to give this belief backing?
5. I can fix that.
6. Which was?
7. Things change and you mature. Maybe you decided subconsciously it was time to grow up and to stop having things so easily?
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2. Why is it so hard to believe, then?
3. So because their actions are more "calm", they're free to harass me and thus cause me to act agitated in the first place?
4. Multiple times, I've woken up in the middle of the city, completely lost, and half of the time, someone would end up chasing me down for something I don't remember doing. So yes they've done plenty to give this belief backing.
5. How?
6. The two biggest points were when I first tried to get over my anger at Jouyoku, Ai. She ended up instead trying to seduce me and have sex with me, causing me to lose Theresa.
And then later on when I tried to move on from that fact, Theresa shows up through the door of one of my more trustworthy friend's house, and completely despises me and would probably be more than willing to freeze me to death.
7. If it did, then I hate my mind more than anything else for killing him.
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2. Because you've deluded yourself into thinking everyone hates you.
3. People don't like dealing with grumpy people. It avoids pain, on a genetic and historic level.
4. Have you ever asked them why?
5. I'm me. That should give an idea.
6. Oh joy. You people really do enjoy your asinine proof by example fallacies.
Hasn't she always been better about guys?
7. Not your mind. You. You chose to kill them.
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2. Well no one tends to show otherwise, except for Sekuta, and even he acts unsatisfied with me, too. ... at least, whenever I'm a guy.
3. I'd rather they at least try to make it so I'm not grumpy all the time.
4. I've attempted. The answer I've gotten was "because it was fun."
5. ... mrgh...
6. They're just the two biggest points.
I was actually helping that before the first big thing happened. And then she was told off by the female one.
7. I'd never choose to kill them myself-- besides, it's not like I have any control over who stays and who doesn't. I'm as completely fake as the rest of them.
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2. Because you're grumpy.
3. So don't, and this is the best way I can put it, whine all the time. Keep your problems to yourself on occasion. If you don't seem miserable every waking moment whenever you talk, people would be more interested in talking to you. For all I know, you could end up with a girl under each arm.
4. ... Sounds like me.
5. Your choice if you enjoy suffering so much.
6. ... Sounds utterly delightful and pleasant and charming.
7. Never call yourself fake. That's insinuating I'm just Gren Maju Da Eiza pretending to be Wakahisa Noriko, and not the other way around.
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2. So it's a loop.
3. I'd probably end up setting the city on fire if I kept these problems to myself.
And I already happen to have someone if i I need to remind you I don't need a "girl under each arm".
4. Which is probably why you like them, you realize. But it's not all that good when they're a part of your head.
5. I don't want to keep suffering. That's the last thing I ever want.
6. Truly, yes.
7. ...
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3. Then enjoy people not talking to you. And I was joking. My point is your personal relationships would be less sour if you seemed less sour. People might actually listen to you.
But seriously, every post you make should not be complaining.
4. Why? I'm a part of my head and I like me.
5. And I could help ending it.
7. He's wrong then, because if he's right, I'm not Noriko and then I have to kill you all and bomb God.
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3. But what happens when he ends up getting sour in the course of someone trying to listen to him? Then no one would listen to him regardless-- such a poor thing, really.
4. Because he doesn't know how to enjoy himself or the feeling of being able to see new places or see new reactions.
5. And how would you end it, then?
7. And if he's wrong, then he'll end up trying to fix it anyway. He's already disturbing me just slightly.
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3. Then that's something he needs to work on.
4. ... Hrm.
5. Use your brains.
7. How?
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3. Like a hammer to a solid rock, of course.
4. At least, that's what I think it is~
5. It leads to terrifying results.
7. Oh, I just told him that he's the reason I even exist and he went creepy-icon on me. Nothing big.
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3. That's why you bring in TNT.
4. Proof?
5. That's a good start.
7. Hmph.
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5. I'm half-intrigued though.
7. That's just how it is~
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